Can I be naive again???

I can't go back to that summer with you when we drunkenly embraced and started out the window just like a relaxing in the shade whilst on holiday. The ice immersed in the tea hugging each other and unafraid of growing old time flowed on , everyone must grow up.you and i walked difference paths
at the fork in the road sine we separated, you moved on but i childishly stayed behind as the years passed, i missed you more and more.

It's been several thousands of day, are you currently happy? are busy everyday? are you just as serious? Have you found a new lover? a more mature lover? mature enough that he won't fight with you?Is it because i still refuse to grow up? why can't i pretend to be normal? the years passed in the blink of an eyes yet i still think of those days I'm just as naive can't forget you I'm just to naive. I've moved to a new place, i that old still kept old sofa you left behind perhaps I've long know i was falling.

I like to lie there until the early morning i get weary from worrying about you .are you currently happy? are you busy everyday? are you just as serious?
have you found a new lover? a more mature lover? mature enough that he won't fight with you?

Is it because i still refuse to grow up? why haven't i mastered pretending to be optimistic yet? the years passed in the blink of an eye, I'm a boring fool. so boring that it brings you to tears I'm just too crazy Let me stop being naive today fulfill my wish of seeing you again for another moment, if a time machine was in front of me,  can i be naive again?